Monday, March 29, 2010

March 29, 2010

Hello Friends and family,
Another week has come and gone and it's going by fast. This week has been great for me and i've really been able to feeling the healing power of Christ atonement in me life.
I've always have been a pretty prideful person which i'm not really proud of. I know that Satan has used this against me alot too. But this week i was feeling as though I was all alone like i was engulfed in darkness. This was the worst I've ever felt in my life and it was very unpleasent. That pride within me has always made me feel as though more was expected of me and that i couldn't repent or maybe that i was to good to repent but whatever it was it held me back from completely humbling myself before the lord.
But everything else had failed me. Fear of god had failed me Duty to god had failed me, every last thing had failed me untill i found the love of god. Untill i completely humbled myself before the lord and asked for his forgiveness and help to overcome. Than i knew than i felt his love that love that never faileth. I testify to the world that god lives Jesus is the Christ his beloved son. I know that only through him can we overcome satan. I know this is his church and that his atonement is real. If you are reading this i would tell you to not kid yourself if you think you can do this alone you are sorely mistaken you could never do this alone. Call upon him and he will heal you. In the name of Jesus Christ Amen.
Love Elder Judd